Reasons to Commit Suicide

In the scale 1-10, I have 6 reasons to commit suicide. but I still have 4 reasons to stay alive: my family, my best friends, my pet, and of course Allah hates suicide.

In this life, people are evolving to be as greedy as possible. You are not cool if you thank too much. You have to feel always unsatisfied of what you've got. Like if you have one million today, don't be happy that fast! because having enough money to eat, to sleep, to save is never enough. you need more to but things that perhaps you will never need. you need more to rent things only to make the other feel jealous of yours.

If you are always be kind to everyone. Like you help without demanding feedback. even only teaching without considering the proper common payment is analyzed rude by them. In order to get appreciation by those greedy people, you have to be as bad as possible. do not share. do not trust anyone. do not do anything without payment. do not even smile if they won't smile back to you. 

by all of these facts, no wonder why there are too many fake things on the market. fake faces in television. fake writings in newspaper. fake like icons in your social media. I am not confusing about the way people behave nowadays. All clear, pathetic people want standing ovations from the other pathetic people. Evil for Evil. that is happening everywhere.

If I committed suicide today, they'll have party over my death. I will not please them of course. I am the master of my soul, I am the captain of my own fate. 

i have 4 reasons to stay alive and I am spending the rest of my life for them.


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