No, I'm not regretting this. I explain something here, to make one of you, understand about how difficult life can be but we gotta survive however. And If one of you cries your miserable life, probably you need to see somebody else's life. Her can be more difficult but she still can manage how to smile everyday.
I don't blame my self for having such a fragile heart. That is the function of it, isn't it? Your heart is made to feel, to feel hurt included. You need to worry if it didn't work anymore.
For a long time, I've been thought that It was me. I was the one who created all these painful feelings. But now, no need to blame. That's how this life works. You need to keep breaking your heart until it's opened, Rumi said. Yin-yang again. We need to enjoy every moment, your struggling to stay out of it is what hurts you. Be alive in every moment.
I have forgiven and forgotten all the agents, the mistakes, the painful things. Right now, I'm changing, reshaping my way of life. I am creating a new life style where no fake people, fake moments, and fake promises can enter. And I will never stop being myself, like honest to everything or not saying a word.
Like if a friend tells my secret to somebody else, I dismiss him.
If a lover wanna be comes only for love, I dismiss him.
If somebody says he likes me, I doubt it until I see what he could do to prove it.
If a place wanted me to stay, the system will make me feel comfortable.
I will never work for "thanks" only
I will never help before being asked anymore
Whoever act disrespectful to me, I dismiss him.
This planet is already too fvcking dirty filled with smart people who love to make fools at the others. They are the real disaster. I will never stop being a genuine person until I die, never give a fvck to the dirty society, whoever they are, their attitudes are all that matter.
So are you,
Never feel shy for being genuine. Don't stop being genuine.
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