I keep on guessing which of your words were true

You also behaves like most of them
Saying I love you but shows no efforts to make me feel it
You gave me the happiest first days then disappeared like I was a disposable pant
You said you didn't have any girls, but people know who's the girl

You left me broken and longing for answers,
You put hopes in me,
You woke my heart up but did nothing to keep it stay

I should've hated you for those
But all I feel and wish everyday
Only to see you
to talk with you like the first time we met

Yes, loving confuses
Longing hurts
Neglect kills

I want to paint my helmet all black and stick on a "cat does fvck you" sticker in the middle of its back side, like I give the same to all riders and drivers behind, while I am knifing the wind with speed and sound.

I fell in love, stupidly

See his shadows ever since, on every corner

haunting like the bad habit I left years ago

I left my life with him, high hope

to that low percentage, I don't even pray for

I belong to somebody else, I can feel it.

Sinful lovers once shared things,

as pressures to ask forgiveness in this holy day.